wow, ok so someone (me) got a little distracted and the next thing i know i've forgotten my blog name and my password lol
yikes,
so anyway, at a loss for something to do so updating blogg with pointless rabling and muttering.
i had the choice of chilling at home this evening or venturing out across london to go and see my sister for supper with mum, my godsister will be there as well as a couple other people including a producer of a hit scifi show. normally i would jump at the chance.
they say the way to deal with problems in to lessen their impact through talking, so the frank and honest truth is that today i am depressed. i know i sound like a drama queen but that is the crux of the matter. i am depressed, i am blue, i am low and while yes i could make myself change out of my tracky B's and go see my sister. i know for a fact that i would just end up sitting there surrounded by happy people, people who love me who would insist on asking if i was ok because i would be sittign there looking miserable.
would i like to meet the producer of smallville? hell to the yeah i would it would be a dream come true, do i want to meet them when i am looking at every sharp object in the vacinity like it is an old friend? no.
on a less morose note, i had my first driving lesson on saturday and it went pretty wel he said i was an avarage student which given it was my first time ever at the wheel of a car is pretty good. i have my next one tomorrow and aparently i will be allowed to actually drive the car forward and turn corners and stuff. awesome. i am cirtain this depression is just forthe day and will pass, in someways it is good i am feeling so down today because it get's it out of the way for the rest of the week possibly the month.
also, new years resolution is to update this more freequently
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